rationalizing the irrational

The Big Garments Sale:
Zara, Mango, Hollister, Von Dutch
Diesel, Anne Klein, Calliope,Just Jeans
Fox, Victorison, Martana, OMM,Umbro
and other top UK and US brands

for low factoy prices.
P500 and below!

10AM-6PM
July 09-13 at 4/F Vinzons Hall, University of the Philippines Diliman.

Forward inquires to Len:
alleniec@yahoo.com

Brought to you by the UP Debate Society and STAC

*Only cash will be accepted. ATM machines are available at the ground floor.

The Big Garments Sale:
Zara, Mango, Hollister, Von Dutch and other US and UK overruns
for low factoy prices.
P500 and below!

July 09-13 at Vinzons Hall, University of the Philippines Diliman.

Forward inquires to Len:
alleniec@yahoo.com

Brought to you by the UP Debate Society and STAC

if only starbucks management (and the rest of their client base) knew what it really meant.

i'm not pretending to be wise. i'm even running out of things to say. maybe i'm just tired ... or maybe i'm just trying to hang on to the memories ... or maybe i'm just trying to immortalize this feeling of having jumped into fresh water and feeling the combined thrill and fear of anticipating what has yet to come...

birthday greetings:

happy birthday EX. (23)
belated happy birthday abeng (18) :D wahihi this is late. i have been away from my online world since... well... a couple of weeks.


i wanna write more. but really, brain malfunction. happens so often nowadays. maybe i should put new (albert einstein-ish) brains on my christmas wishlist to santa.

good night world. rest well and enjoy the break...

waffaz ang effort pala mag-foot notes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*tumbling nalang ako.

been sitting here for the past... DAY.

tired... waiting for my salvation. it's not a friday for nothing :p

coffee keeps me up.

waffaz!

work again tmrw.

cebu cebu cebu. (wuhhhhhhhhhhhh i do hope i work things out with Morada. *fingers crossed*)

there are some things in life that you don't have to think about, yet you end up thinking bout them anyway.

claire's soundbytes:
"the night is for the lonely"

maybe it was last night, but it wasn't tonight...

coffee waaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy

i love the way debsoc is soooo noisy and carefree (more like, kawalan ng sense of others) and bitchy and grepa and "academic/intellectual" and fun

hahahahahaha

so yeahhh
<3

crisis....!!! i'm in that mode of picking up whatever pieces of myself that's been left after a horrible tropical storm. thing is, i don't even know where some (if not most) of these pieces are

i don't intend to be faux-profound /deep...

and it doesn't help to study all that ideas of Doxa and false consciousness/ideology. wuhhhhhhhhhh so apparently, who i think i am is merely an identification to some dominant world order, thank you very much.

i don't think i even feel anything anymore

and it's not fun.

i should get back to work. (i really like it, you know, whatever work that's waiting for me. but... it's just not enough and i have no idea what it takes to feel...... (in the vaguest sense) better )

maybe i should smoke first.

:-smy head feels fluffy light, but heavy. weird sort of dizziness.

and there's this feeling still in my stomach. it's not intolerable pain anymore. but it's there.

tired tired tired

this is the worst PMS of my life, i must say. (of course i would like to attribute all this shit to PMS, i'd rather not find out i'm dying of some weird disease)

btw made my first cut for the entire sem earlier... wuhhhhhhhh i hope this isn't any indicator of whatever horrible outcome this sem will have. must repeat mantra to self: "i control my own destiny"
----
hmmm as for destiny:

You are The Chariot

Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles.

The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

this day can vie for "the worst day of my life" award.

imagine horrible PMS... sharp (never ending) abdominal pain due to my period. horrible....!!! and it was there for the better part of the day!

i had to suffer thru it thru polsci 180. as in. not to mention i seem to be stuck with my very un-pretty Understanding IR book (pirated version). yes. due to my impatience and temporary financial crisis, i decided to photocopy biboy's book. so there. and when i got it on saturday, good gahhhhhd. ang panget talaga. I'm sorrreeehhh i wasn't really the type that doesn't judge a book by it's cover. it's the same with guys, i wouldn't be caught dead on a date with an ugly one. wuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and this book is the most horrible pirated job i've ever seen! imagine the cover that's weird and blotchy and not at all royal purple the way the original one was. not to mention that the binding part isn't at all inconspicuous. and that the inside is made of icky paper that has... well, little dots of whatever. and the lines!!! my gaaahhhhd!!! some of them are totally slanted one way or the other. and there are parts of the book where margins practically disappear in the middle you'd have to pry the book apart in order to see where the lines from the left page end and the lines from the right one starts. (haller manong photocopier! margins!!! haller talaga!!!) not to mention that the further reading boxes, very nice light greyish in the original ones, ended up being almost black boxes of ink in my pirated version!!!! wuhhhhhhhh so much for reading further!!! c'est terrible! yes, at this rate, i am actually compromising my polsci180 performance. all because of a botched up piracy initiative.


for sale! you want it?

biboy initially suggested i sell it to a non-picky/"all that matters is the content" kind of classmate that would love a cheap copy of Understanding IR. but so far, there haven't been any takers. (but then again, how do i effectively market something i totally dislike???)

so anyway, on with my PMS suffering, and into socio of globalization. i don't want to get into the details. but really... horrible emotionally resonating allegations against the tuition (fee) increase in UP, linking it with exploitation of the 3world and the RIGHT of every citizen to a tertiary educ. wuhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and so i thought PMS would pass. but no! enter casaa. icky sweetsie canoodling couples, on one table that claire and i decided to sit in front of. i swear i wanted to scream at them: "magbbreak din kayoooo!!!" not to mention it was so grepa that they were PDA-ing in cASAA, no less. ughhhh what's wrong with the woooorld???!?!?!?!?!

and so i run off to work..... and endure more of the pains. yes. and because i ate a lot at work, and drank too much caffeine (strong coffee- i finally learned how to use that machine- and pepsi) leaves me wide awake and in pain at 12:40ish in the morning. i have been trying to download/ search for all the FTAs that involve ASEAN and ASEAN memstates, but unfortunately, not all of them are available... (i do wonder how my "boss" will be able to read everything- text, annex and all- and then prepare a paper on it. wonderwoman i must say) and soooo while dial up is sooooooooooo slow (the horrendous drawback to a fast technologically improving world) i end up rewriting some of my notes... and trying to read thru 151.

yes i am afraid already. i have been getting bored in 151, for some reason. and i haven't been able to print all the slides yet. and am toooooo PMSy (and lazy) to really lug around a big stiglitz pub sector book in school.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhd

i am tired.

i want to sleep. but i'm not sleepy yet. gahhhd. i have an 8.30 class, with a very perky english ONE prof that has all the facial expressions and hand gestures of a pseudo-theater person. and yes, at 8:30 in the morning. (wuhhh and i haven't even done my english words diary. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww)

i think i am starting to dislike this sem altogether!

i wrote a very long and fun entry about my week and my computer crashes just when i was about to post it.


and you know how it feels to have really thought about what you were going to post, and pouring your heart and soul, that no amount of rewriting and re-thinking will ever bring back that which was lost....? that's how i feel right now. it's sooo frustrating.

wuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

for all the wonders of technology, really it can be very crappy.

wuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh but wait, this one is quite easy to share:
(from the fun saturday afternoon with joe, claire and blonde CHAD)





hehehe contest na to: comment with your own script/story line for this. most witty gets.... hehehe... exposure :p